Closer Than Ever

This is the "journal" I kept over my trial weekend

Well, another blog because I currently don't have any internet access. I'm in Wisconsin, all alone in another family's house. 0.o Well, both the house and the woman are very nice. I'm spending the weekend here as a trial. If nothing goes terribly wrong I should be coming back here near the end of January for at least six months as a working student. For now I'll stay in one of the spare bedrooms downstairs but later when it gets nicer out I'll move to the little apartment by the barn because it has wireless and its own kitchen and stuff.
Later when Julie gets back I'm going to go out and ride. ^ _^ I haven't ridden since August!

I'm gonna go read now. I have a Buffy novel on loan from Trish and I also just bought a magazine that has an interview with Lily Allen and a spread with some random model wearing an awesome crochet hat that I really want to try and make.

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It's later, um, 8:02 pm. This woman is so nice! Today I learned to lunge a horse (dizzy much?) then I rode her but I just trotted because she was coming off of time off or lameness or something but she was really crooked. XD She was all over the place and I kind of was too. Then after we put her away me and another girl who works for part of her board costs got two horses from a pasture. I lunged one and then rode her. She was much better but she's kind of short so it was hard for me to get my leg on her and I had trouble picking up the canter until I got a stick. Then we went and got feed, then dinner at Quiznos and then to Walmart for her to get some stuff and me to get some frozen stuff for lunch and dinner tomorrow and poptarts for breakfast. :)

Now I'm chilling in my room. I'm ok here because I have a lot of movies and a book and I have my TARDIS that I'm knitting. I could walk down to the apartment by the barn because it has wireless and is heated but It's so warm in here and so cold outside and I don't want to. XD That's ok because tomorrow I'll have some free time at the barn so I can go over there to warm up and get me some connection with the outer world. I can also email my mom and tell her not to worry, but I didn't bring my charger for my phone and it just died. That's surprising because usually it can go a few days when it has one bar of battery and earlier it today had two. o.O

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Alrighty, it's now 9 pm on Saturday. Today was full and surprisingly not dreadful. You know, I actually don't mind cleaning stalls. 0.0 wow. I got to wake up late (as far as barn chores go) and then I helped bring horses in and out, then I learned how to muck stalls and then swept the isle, which was horrible because the dust was so thick that everything was hazy, and I forgot to take any allergy meds! I wasn't really cold except for my hands, because I had on a sweatshirt, my mom's huge, thick hand knit wool sweater, and my coat and a hat. Afterwards I came in the apartment and had a coke and warmed up and quickly checked my email and dA. I had a whole bunch of messages at both so I just tackled my dA messages and left the deviations for later.

When I got on to ride the same horse she was great at the trot and I tried a sitting trot. She was smooth and it felt great. Then I went to canter her and she was stubborn as usual. I had to actually pick my leg up off her and kick her several times before she'd pick it up, and even then she wanted to break into a trot. I just went over a few teeny crossrails and royally screwed them up. I thought I was going to puke twice. It's the most annoying thing, when I'm around lots of dust and I exert a lot of energy, the mucus in my sinuses/nose somehow like triggers my gag reflex. :[ I've always had the sense to tell someone and stop before I puke when I'm riding but it sucks in gym class when they make us run for ten minutes straight in the indoor track thing, because it's full of dust. I complained a lot to my teachers so they never really gave me a good grade at all, and last year I was trying to be a good little girl and not fail by stopping or running to the bathroom. I was sure I could keep it down, then I wasn't, so I ran to the nearest open door just in time and puked. Then I felt ok but the teacher made me sit in the corner. Later that class they were playing something (I forgot what) and I wanted to play but she wouldn't let me because I was 'sick'.

[back to present day] So then I truly thought my wal-dryl was in my big bag at the house, so she sent me back to get it and to eat lunch. I went back and realized it was in my purse, which I had shoved into my backpack next to my computer, which was up at the apartment. So I just ate my potstickers (which were very yummy) and read a little of the Spike and Dru book Trish lent me, then left a few minutes early and walked back up to the apartment to take the medicine.

Then I got another horse and lunged and rode him. I've only met one horse before who continually tried to break into a walk from a trot. He was S L O W. By that time my legs really hurt so instead of being good, I sat the trot and put my heels into his sides. He's kind of short so I had to lift my heel up a bit to do it.
Then I got a baby pony and groomed him. He had burrs in his mane and tail. Julie commented on how much I seem to like grooming, and I realized that I did miss it. I like making a horse pretty. It's been over a year since I got to groom any horses pretty because the damn grooms did everything at Fields.

When I went to brush/pick the burrs out of his tail, he farted right by my face. X_X yes. When he was all clean I put a western saddle and bridle on and lunged him. It was fun because he was just learning. Now I want a baby pony of my own to teach! Yep. Or a mustang. :P I'd probably break like both legs or something because I don't know anything about breaking a horse.
Then I went back to the apartment and got some more internets. It was good to actually have so many messages to answer/read. I'm so compulsive of checking every site I go on at home that I barely have any more than one message or deviation to look at.

Then I walked back up to the house and had an Amy's frozen Indian dinner and another poptart and read some more. It was most delicious. Chick peas, regular peas, rice, tofu, and some sauce. Charlie, Julie's son (my age) asked me if I wanted him to show me how to start/work the Wii and tv or theatre room but I said no because I was shy as usual. I'll learn when/if (but hopefully when) I come back for sure to stay. The theatre room is cool, it's a whole room filled with huge chairs and a giant screen and a popcorn cart thing and movie posters on the walls. Julie says she has "saddle club" meetings there in the spring and summer for the younger students and their friends. I love that. I can't wait to have all the little horse mad kiddies over to do horse related crafts and watch horse movies. I used to not really like little kids but I guess I've grown up a bit because they've grown on me. I think it was having Dominic around all the time. He just loves me so much and he's so fun to take care of, even if it is trying or hard at times.

Then I watched Drop Dead Fred and now I am writing this. I forgot I deleted Snood, and I got bored of knitting so I was kind of bored but now I'm writing so I'm not. I'm listening to Madness right now, Our House. :P
Tomorrow I'll be down at the barn at seven and do some more chores and lunge a few more horses. Maybe I'll quick knit a little cord to attach to my camera so I can put it around my neck and record while I'm lunging, then everyone can get as dizzy as me. :D I can't believe I didn't really get any footage today, just what I'm sure is crappy, disorienting footage of the ground and some horses while I was trying to turn out Cinnamon, one of the horses I rode yesterday and today.

Well, tomorrow after that Julie's going to drive me part way back to Madison and meet (I typed that 'meat' at first XD) Mom and my brat sisters at a Hardee's.